Now it’s almost been a year since I left my job. I was getting a decent package but I don’t have any grudge of leaving my job. I am engaged in a job which is much more important and has first priority for looking after my child. He is my responsibility, I can’t depend on his paternal and maternal grandparents for that. I know all the reasoning of leaving my job but somehow in the back of my mind, I thought about my job, my salary, my office tours and retreats. I never ever cared about the money but after leaving my job, I started believe that salary does matter.
It was my own salary, I never have to give any account of that to my partner. I could have purchased any crap thing without giving any explanation to anyone. Although my partner never asked for any account but still I can’t spend his salary lavishly. Its not ethical. I don’t know, may be its ethical, the wife have all right on everything of husband. For me, I think thousand times before spending. I feel like I have become very poor, which I am not. I don’t know how other house wives manage it so well. Does they become care free about their husband’s salary and spend it where they want to or like me, think about the utility of the thing twice, thrice …. before actually purchasing it.

Its not a good post, bit confusing. Well you can imagine how difficult it becomes to take time for the blog when you have 7- 8 months old kid. I have written what I was going through, I don’t have time for the editing work.