I am so weird

1) Its been weird, most of the time when my friends ask me some advice or discuss any issue with me, my mail starts with “I don’t know what to say” just after that I write at least 2 page lecture. It happened so many times. Even while having chat also, I do the same. “I don’t know what to reply. I think blaw blaw…….. without a halt”. I am sure I do this in comments also to other blogs.

On June 26, I have written a post to take a break for some days from blog. On June 28th I have posted 2 liner post. At least I should take a break for a week. Yesterday one of my friend, “Nidhi I knew your break would be only for one day” (Phew, I am like an open book).

2) There is another weird problem with me, with eg:

Nidhi: I am very annoyed with you
Mr/ Ms. X: I am sorry
Nidhi: I will not talk to you FOREVER (forever, why I say this)
Mr/ Ms. X: (speechless, worried)
Nidhi: (for half an hour, keep on thinking Mr/ Ms. X was looking worried) Ok, don’t you have anything to say (I will talk and laugh with X as if nothing happened half an hour before)

I don’t know why I always say “I will not talk to you forever or I will never ask from you” and forget the issue so fast. The heights is, when I get angry with my partner, I have to actually tell him “I am angry, and don’t make me laugh. I have to fight with you”

3) I become very defensive to the people I love. Sometimes I argue for them with others even if deep down I know that I am wrong. This is wrong I know, but it’s like I can say 100 bad things for that person but can’t tolerate if some other person says only 1 bad thing. That’s also very weird about me but I am sure many ppl have this weird problem.

4) When life seems to be very tough, I just wish to die. No, no it’s not a suicide note, just another weird thinking.

5) I always forget important things; my cell, my purse, going to movie without tickets, etc etc. My boss used to ask “Nidhi, tomorrow please remind me this” and the next day he used to come to me and remind me that we have to do this today. When it comes to study, in exams I used to remember even the page number of the book for the particular answer.

I have done good introspection about my weird things. Sigh, weird post also.

Beautiful Day

In the morning, received mail from old friend. We have not met from last 3 years, she is in LA. She was written such nice and intimate mail which really make me feel so happy. Then at my blog also, so many nice comments.

While chatting with my partner, he revealed that he was watching me for 15 minutes when I was sleeping in night. I have teased him saying that “I must be looking ugly in dark” then his thoughts really make me feel happy. He replied:

“generally .. whenever we are in dark we look towards the source of light
or the source that might provide us light
or in dark we look at the silhouette of a person when moon-light falls on them
or sometimes darkness does not matter, you can still see the person as clearly as in light”

Sometimes I think I am the lucky one to always have good people around me.

Love
Nidhi

Thought of the Day

Why does life keep teaching me lessons
I have no desire to learn

Break

Apparently I don’t feel like writing anything on my blog. Something is bothering me which I cannot write here. I think I should take a break and come back with some positive vibes

Love
Nidhi

Rudeness Test Survey

Today in the morning, all ready to go to office. Having my milk with cornflakes and took Mumbai Mirror of Times of India (TOI). The front page news of Mumbai mirror was about some survey which been conducted by TOI group in Mumbai, Hyderabad, Kolkata, New Delhi and Bangalore to test the rudeness level of the people residing in the city as mentioned above.

Here are the result of Mumbai Survey / and more pics of Mumbai survey

The results of other cities are as follows : Rest of India is not so Polite

Personally, I didn’t like this survey. Basically we all are Indians. Giving grades to other cities on the basis of such small survey is meaningless and it creates controversy.

When I reached office, I wanted to take more details, why such survey and ranked high to Mumbai, may be because it’s a Mumbai Mirror and readers would be Mumbiakars. Then I got to know about the main issue which was created by Reader’s Digest Magazine Link

First Reader’s Digest editors conducted this survey just to push their magazine popularity. Mohan Sivanand, Indian editor, Reader’s Digest says “It was quite a fun thing actually, and does not need to be taken so seriously after all”. Grading a city by doing such small survey is a fun, is it a fun, a fun, for fun sake they did such survey.

Sometimes I wonder, these media person can go to any level just to gain popularity. TOI in revenge also did the survey, in spite of doing something productive like a write an article about this issue in Mumbai Mirror and protest that these surveys doesn’t hold any value, they did exactly the same which Readers Digest did. What’s the difference?

Such surveys only create a comparison and hatred for other city. We shouldn’t forget we all are Indian first then Mumbaikars or Delhiaties.

Sometimes I think, first Politians and then these Media people, it’s so difficult for a normal human being to live peaceful. These people keep on probing us to get excited or fight with each other on such stupid issues which they create.

Note: These links of Mumbai Mirror are not working now. Go to www.mumbaimirror.com and click “Select Prior Issue” and select the date June 22. There you can see the results of the survey and interview of Reader’s Disgest editor.

Love ends while sleeping

I know, this sounds very funny title to select but this is what I am hearing more these days. I was reading the post of Crazy Life , I thought let me discuss about that more.

We all are very different from each other like some people respond even if they are in sound sleep. If you hold the hand of your partner, he/ she will respond even if in sound sleep. Though it’s not necessary the other partner will respond the same while sleeping. Sometime partner gets irritated if you try to cuddle him, love him or hold his hands while sleeping.

It’s not that they don’t love you but it’s more like while sleeping they don’t like to get disturbed. This is more because of the hectic schedule in office, many responsibilities of home and other issues. The other partner may get hurt because of this but I think we should start thinking it in positive way that may be they need a time to relax.

Note: However, whenever my partner does the same, I do fight with him next day lol
(But that is a fun fight not the serious one)

Latest Updates of my home

My pop and mom in law reached home on Friday and my pop and mom have reached on Sunday. Two parents together. Wish me Luck, lol

In reference to my list which I have preapared in the “Dreams” post, the one of the item been purchased yesterday. Its a Carrier 1.5TR Air Condidtioner for our bedroom. Its thanda thanda cool cool.

Finally we have selected the dinning table, will make the order of that soon.

Cheers
Nidhi